Tell me your greatest fear
and I will tell you of a love
that is far greater.
A love that will cover every doubt
in your mind
until you find
the fear no longer there.
One of my favorite quotes this year has been,
“Do one thing every day that scares you.”
― Eleanor Roosevelt
It has been a reminder that fear doesn’t always have to be a negative force in our lives. Fear can be the very thing that propels us straight into freedom unimaginable.
I’m not talking about reckless behavior. I’m talking about making decisions that will no longer enable us to live in a paralyzing complacency, and to stop allowing our emotions to dictate the course of our destiny.
For several months, I have been struggling back and forth on finishing up a project. A spoken word written on the topic of body image. It’s a large part of my testimony.
It all started one Sunday at church. The idea came to me in an instant, but excitement was followed by fear. I would be going into territory that was unknown and new, while being completely vulnerable with my story.
Every once in awhile, I would pace around my room and begin to write phrase after phrase. In between those times, I admit I tried to find as many other projects to attempt to start instead. And then, I would have the same weighty feeling come over me. Again and again.
I was afraid, but I knew it was something I needed to follow through with, because maybe there was one person in the universe who needed to hear my story.
And for that one person, it would be worth pushing through the fear.
I had a dream a couple years ago that had a tremendous impact on how I see the world. In the dream, I found myself speaking with a woman who had a dark past. I took her hands and said, with great relief and joy,
“Had I been afraid, you would not be here.”
When I woke from the dream, I had a new perspective. I began to think about how my decisions to choose love over fear, on a daily basis, affects not only my life course but the lives of people I may not even know yet.
Every single day, I try to ask myself,
What if fear was no longer holding you back?
What would I do with my time? How would I choose to speak and act? How would it affect the lives of those in my sphere of influence?
By God’s grace, I finished writing the spoken word this week. I plan to compose and record the audio shortly, as well as begin filming the visuals. I’m glad I didn’t let myself stay afraid, and I trust that He will see me through the rest of the creative process.
What about you?
What is something that scares you, but you know in your heart it will set you free?