I’ve been back in California for around six days now. Up until yesterday, most of my time has been spent sleeping, as well as settling into my temporary home. My mobile office/recording studio is now ready to go. I even started to work on finishing up a single I began before moving a few weeks ago. My goal is to get it out to you all within the next month.
This week has been set aside for much needed rest, even though I did spend an hour recording yesterday [oops]. I plan to hit the ground running next week and move forward with the things God has been burning in my heart. I am excited and scared to be freelancing—that is the easiest way for me to sum up what I am doing. [Side note: If any locals are in need of portraits, my camera and I are looking for more gigs! Contact me for more details.]
So far, I have come to realize that I am even more tired than I thought. It’s interesting how one often doesn’t know how tired they are until they stop for a moment. It turns out, I truly needed to sleep and sleep, and sleep some more. I needed to sit at the Lord’s feet and listen without any distractions. I am so thankful that He provided me with a safe place to catch my breath and be restored.
It’s odd that most of my possessions can now fit inside one room. It feels terrific. During my recent travels, I walked away with a fresh desire to lighten my load and live off of less. For over two weeks, I lived out of a suitcase and my camera bag. To the best of my ability, I am aiming to keep my life as minimalistic as possible. When God tells me it’s time to move on, I want to be able to go quickly and easily.
So, what’s next? I have some projects to finish up and a vacation to look forward to in September. You can expect to see a much more consistent flow of new audio and visual content coming from me in the days ahead—now that I am freelancing and making my passions my job!
This being my first week [in quite some time] without the promise of an actual paycheck, I’ve already wrestled with fear once or twice. One of the keys to winning a match against fear is to make a list [in your head or on paper] of all of the ways God has come through thus far. Fear cannot survive in an atmosphere of faith.
Another key is to not allow your heart to linger past today. Don’t allow yourself to worry about tomorrow [Matthew 6:34]. If your focus is fixed on what has not been provided tomorrow, you will miss out entirely on the provisions found in today. [Check out one of my older posts titled, Enough for Today]
Living life in such a way is impossible without His presence. So, I continue to press into His presence which never runs out. It is only in His presence where true faith is born.
Lord, teach me how to create an atmosphere of faith wherever I go. Let my heart trust in You more than I trust my fears. Let me be quick to count each blessing and miracle, remembering all that You have done.